Did he know it was snowing

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There is no more time in our house

Windows are bright or dark

I am awake or asleep

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The spinning wheel of emotions

Damn you

Stop

You don't know me

You don't know where I am

You don't control me

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I accept this - grief, pain, guilt, despair

But not the anger

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Fuck you anger

You are out

You are not allowed

I know it is you that is whispering in my ear to follow you into darkness

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I refuse

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I look to your sister

Her name is LOVE

I choose her, you can go away

She is my guiding light

My beacon in the dark

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Love, I am speaking to you now

I thank you for being in my life for so long

As a child, you put me with a loving family

As I grew, you put me with lifelong friends

You introduced me to the love of my life

When we had children, you released the entire power of who you are into me

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LOVE

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Thank you for being there

Thank you for being here tonight

I'll see you tomorrow

Goodnight, 

Love you

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Dan McMahon

April 2026